paracosm

i have recently joined a project by a fellow neocities mutual:

"I have a website called Paracosm. It’s a hand coded site on the indie web, a section of the internet dedicated to intentional engagement separate from algorithms.The website is a collection of things from my life contributing to who I am now and going forward. My goal with this mini project is to collect the same from others."

the prompts for the first letter is:

1. Who are you? Tell me in favorites–books, movies, shows, music artists, items you own, things in the world, anything else. Give me the reason or story if you’d like, or don’t.

2. What does your inner world look like? A paracosm is a detailed imaginary world that the creator has a complex and deeply felt relationship with. Do you think this describes your inner world? Yes or no, what is it like up there? How do you perceive and store thoughts and memories?

this is my attempt to answer to this.

i am eva. i have always been eva. there isn't a time in the past 28 years where i haven't been her. i am always and unapologetically myself; whether it's moral alignment, life choices, personal taste. i don't mind being part of a bigger something, but most times i don't like going with the flow.

i tend to go through life as if through a fog, sometimes nothing's very clear in front of me. i don't really know what i want to do with my life; i just know that i mostly don't feel like i am where i should be.

i was a reckless kid, a reckless teenager early on but i think i have mellowed down quite a bit. right now in life i would describe myself as a very chill person, although i still tend to be impulsive.

i love writing in lowercase, i love dark colors despite my favorite being green. half of my personality is my hair being half green. i have a nose ring which suits me a lot because my nose is pretty small and pointy.